terça-feira, julho 28, 2009

Desespero Estrangeiro

Society doesn't give a fuck if you don't have time or missed the damn bus. If you don't have what they want, you just gotta make it. Otherwise, you're just awfully weak and end up replaced by some other guy, not because he or she had something special, but because they're experts at accepting the sistem's features.
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I know, you already got bored or atonished by my terrible english grammar. But before you close the window, come a little longer, just because you wanna show what mercyful human-being you are. Come along, all your futile issues can wait! And that's your dead line if you wasn't bored yet. And even you, should finish that "last-week" post.
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"That's the world, that's how it works", you'd say, sounding as hopeless as myself. But I'm too young to give it up, and too foolish as well. However, I'm way too tired of fighting. I'm eighteen years old and I just wanna rest, I want a break. I wish I could live far, far away of this mess, with chocolate and limon-tea, maybe a dog to make company.
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Is that normal? Am I?
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I know, there are no news at all. You're sick of it too. I'm not gonna tell you something that you don't know, I'm not gonna change your life, because I admit it: I don't have the guts. I'm not Martin Luther King, The Beatles and - for god's sake - I'm not Michael Jackson! I'm not gonna rock your world...
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Faithless, I ask you: don't you think I'm too young to surrender and accept it? Am I not supposed to feel the thriller of the raising of my generation? The becoming a woman? Am I not suposed to matter?
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Because I think so.
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And what I really want with all this?
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I want to have a choice.